soul sold

Do I look scary without my soul?
I gave it away in return of some nicotine
I gave it away for alcohol
never belonged to me
no right answer
I was too blind to see
I was always dying
I was fucked up for 22 years with this traitor inside me
It always helped my Enemies
Never letting me free
I used to feel it at night
Craving for nicotine and alcohol like me
I used to give the it none
Ha ha ha :) nicotine is purer and expensive
And was better for the services I got in return
To burn it would have been my last wish
It wanted to see it black and high in smokes
I would have loved to see it melt
I would have loved to dance in the rain of molten soul
Then I realized the matter is grave, and I gave it instead
So it finally helped me
It helped my finally to sleep, get high and get to bed
Now I feel light With this void
And I want to feel even lighter
Thinking of letting go my heart, my veins
Im thinking of letting go my skin
Letting go everything till my nicotenious blood remains
Because I can’t die now
I got no soul
And no matter what I do
For its colour maybe a little shy
That black thing will remain here
I know souls never die.

captivated soul

Can I borrow your skeleton ?

lost mine

I am a soul captivated by time left behind

I always hate the way I'm

but cannot do any thing about it

since I'm a soul

I don't have heart, hands or mind

created for the reason undetermined

my fellows hate me

I'm just a soul left behind

years have passed

phases of love, pain, lonely nights and rains

some think something is DRASTICALLY wrong

I used to think its life and all is fine

but still I don't have a friend or enemy behind

is my existence an illusion ?

or to die one day I struggle and survive

here caged by the society, pressure and mind

they took my skeleton

and my SOUL cannot move

because earth sucks, Gravity behind

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presently staying in a yahoo server

help me redefine

captivatedsoul@ymail.com

ill wait till you come

i hate to talk but anyways

I'm ONLINE

(now this last stanza was nonsense but it truly represents how fast things change)