Showing posts with label memories. Show all posts
Showing posts with label memories. Show all posts

Sunday, June 28, 2009

A changed perspective

What is inside few care,

what is absent nobody knows,

and for those of you who do this is for you,

this is for you to know

sometimes you don’t speak

sometimes you are unable to

there are times when you really want to kill somebody

difference is but one,

you care for it when it begins

and I never cared till it was done.

The process humbly requested many things

and I gave everything I could,

but powerful ones this is what I perceive,

is what I got in return.

Now I don’t care about dreams,

I don’t fear outcomes,

relationships, I hate easy to make and hard to break.

Darkness I thought I love,

was the thing I feared the most

the series of recursive defeats and shadows of unknown,

are partially left, partially gone.

Now I love it,

now I know what it means

it gives me reason for being alone,

as darkness in my life

is partially left, partially gone.

Friday, September 21, 2007

transforming state


Trapped between past and the present

To choose between the life now or life to be- a difficult task

To live

Or to be in the present mask


Transforming into a better being

Stings of the past still pains

To complete the things remaining

Or to be in the past

About which myself I still blame


Fading of the memories

Of love and dirty hate

But since addicted to pain

Paralyzed by the state

Paralyzed by the state I’m

Some one help me to wash the stain

To stop the voice

Repeatedly calling me insane

Monday, September 03, 2007

crushed by the pressure


I’m the clutch
I hate the way my life is
I hate the way it sucks
The way I thought to be something

the way I fail
The way I say this
The way I sail
Filled with happiness my heart
I hate the way it bluffs
Now I hate myself
Because I hate to love

Dying to live my life
To recover
Possibilities left to discover
But it seems impossible to clear the way
To clear the memories that still stay