Sunday, June 28, 2009

A changed perspective

What is inside few care,

what is absent nobody knows,

and for those of you who do this is for you,

this is for you to know

sometimes you don’t speak

sometimes you are unable to

there are times when you really want to kill somebody

difference is but one,

you care for it when it begins

and I never cared till it was done.

The process humbly requested many things

and I gave everything I could,

but powerful ones this is what I perceive,

is what I got in return.

Now I don’t care about dreams,

I don’t fear outcomes,

relationships, I hate easy to make and hard to break.

Darkness I thought I love,

was the thing I feared the most

the series of recursive defeats and shadows of unknown,

are partially left, partially gone.

Now I love it,

now I know what it means

it gives me reason for being alone,

as darkness in my life

is partially left, partially gone.

Saturday, January 31, 2009

captivated soul

Can I borrow your skeleton ?

lost mine

I am a soul captivated by time left behind

I always hate the way I'm

but cannot do any thing about it

since I'm a soul

I don't have heart, hands or mind

created for the reason undetermined

my fellows hate me

I'm just a soul left behind


years have passed

phases of love, pain, lonely nights and rains

some think something is DRASTICALLY wrong

I used to think its life and all is fine

but still I don't have a friend or enemy behind


is my existence an illusion ?

or to die one day I struggle and survive

here caged by the society, pressure and mind

they took my skeleton

and my SOUL cannot move

because earth sucks, Gravity behind

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presently staying in a yahoo server

help me redefine

captivatedsoul@ymail.com

ill wait till you come

i hate to talk but anyways

I'm ONLINE

(now this last stanza was nonsense but it truly represents how fast things change)