there aint no love coz u don't think there is

Reading about love
And thinking about the same
The examples of animals
And the stories defamed
Works of fiction
In the tales of truth
When loving you
Listening to you
All I have seen
Is that there is no love
And all futile it has been

The tiring journeys through the days
When sun used to burn my skin , I was awake
I was waiting for love to happen
At dark
moon calls me
says to me
take my coolness
take back life
its been a week
I refused
I resorted back to slow death
I was waiting for love to happen

Without the smokes
Without all the black drinks
Without the coolness to take my bodies heat
Without the silence
Without stars
Without the optimum capacity
Without my brain
Without you anymore near me
With all the electromagnetic waves
And with all this vast amount of networked information
I was waiting for love to happen

And I'm still waiting
U cant stop me from that
I will wait for you with what all is left
I will wait for you till you are breathing
I might wait for you till your last breath
I will wait for you till your death

y cant i see anything?

May b ur 2 busy getting things done
May b this is what u like
may b ur thinking this is life
May b u also care for me
But this aint what i see

May b i was wrong when i first saw u
May b time we spent together was just made so
May b u were listening 2 me
May b u read what i write
But this aint what i see

Mayb ur life would be better without me
Mayb one day u will finish ur work
Mayb one day u will be free
U will remember me
But this aint what i feel
This aint what i see

Mayb one day distances wont increase by talking
May b one day u will see me as ur frnd
May b one day i wont wait for ur texts
May b one day u will call me
but this aint what i feel
This aint what i see

near death experience

As i was standing here

Though iam fullt covered

I can feel the air inside me

Pls sm1 save me from parv

I dont want to die

Then parv me once in his lifetime asked

He asked me to dissolve inside the nicotine filled core

I felt peace

Away frm wrld

I felt like there is nothing

I didtnt want parv to be like this

I allowed him to die

I forced him to be dead

I wasnt thinking anything

I just felt like i have a purpose

That has beem fulfilled

When i felt like nthing

And parv was feeling nthing

I was luking down

Telling my self it was nthing

Just a matter or seconds

i would be dead

i will be meeting the ultimate consciousness after that

The it all just finished

Now iam here

Just luking forward to mans need

Just eating

That wasnt i was meant to be

That is not what i can see