without a helmet

aaj gaya tha ghumne
nahi gaya tha kisi ko chumne
kyon muzhe pakar liya
apne gande haton mein jakar liya
nahi irada tha ek
na hi the ve nek
gari ki nikal li chabi
jaise bhaga raha hun uski bhabhi
chala raha tha gari
lene ja raha tha sari
samay tha kafi
magar mangni pari mafi
light thi red
mein ho gaya slow dead
yeh police kya chez hai
jaise gandi kamiz hai
laya paper kar diya chalan
sala tha haivan
bike mein nahi thi jagah
paper nahi the is vajah
rakh li chabi
pata nahi kime hain uske bhabhi
paisa mang raha tha bahut
sarashakal se lag raha tha aawara
yeh nahi tha muzhe ko gawanra
meine kari request
kaha uncle tha mera test
aaj ki hai date
ho gaya hun mein late
usne dikhai ankhen
dikh gayein salakhien
paisa le gaya tha sala thag
phir muzhe se kaha ab tu bhaga
a gaya mein ghar
man mar kar

jal

pehle man jala

phir jivan jala

ant mein hai tan jala

jab jaljala

tab sab jala

kya jal kya nirjala

tuzhe sang dekh kar log jale

agni mein hai bhog jale

tera jivan strrot jale

u will die with me!

dard ki rah mein
dard ki chah mein
dard se mein marta hun
tuzhe se ishq mein karta hun

maut ki raah mein
maut ki chah mein
markar bhi na mar saka
chah kar bhi na barh saka

jab hum sath the
hathon mein hath the
alag khayalat the
tab mra tha tum par
ab daya karta hun
kya halat hai marne ki bat karta hun

shayad naa hi hi hum se accha
aur naa hi muzh se saccha
tuzhe koi mille
kabhi to bayan karti koi agar hain shikwe-gille

kahan tha kahan se aaya
koi aur sathi na meine paya
mera saya muzhe se bhaga
itni raton ko mein tanha jaga

shayad yehi khushi hai teri
muzhe maut mille meri
phir ab tuzhe kis bat ka gam
bahut pehle hi mar gaye the hum

ab to sath mil payenge tere marne par
aur mere kuch karne par
marna to tuzhe mere haton parega
par meri tarah nahi tera shav sarega
kyonki us mein kire nahi lagenge
teri khun ki bewafai se darenge