Life before death OR after it?

I Will Die
I Will
Compels to donate, to give
compels to celebrate, to live
compels to move-on, to leave
i think like that sometimes
all the others this is not how i perceive

SO I THINK INSTEAD
the thought of,
when i see you
of y shud i forgive?
when i see death around
of y should i die
when i see life
i see no reason of why should i live

The body ages
the mind with it
conscious i might not remain
but am i? in state of disdain.
They talk of life after death,
so speaking of death before life!

life, even before death there is one
death, to live before it or after?
life, started by death or breath
life ,taken or given?
choice hard for some